Heartless Chapter 1LizaDeep, navy blue encased my thoughts. I buried my face into my hands. Why must this be so hard? Why can't I just be normal? Everything is so fucking difficult. I hate it! I hate it! I hate it! Why? Why me? Why can't it be one of the other girls, who are much stronger than me.Why do, I, of all people have to deal with all of this?! I wish I could end this. I would love to, but trust me, I've tried. Silent sobs escaped my lips.Fuck it. I don't need this. Thinking about it is only going to make it worse. I need to act.I stood up. My arms and legs were trembling with anxiety. I can't handle this! I need something more than this. My face scrunched up. I have to get rid of the blue.... have to get rid of it. Turn the indigo into blinding white. There's only one way. No! Not again! I pulled back my sleeve on my left arm to reveal them. My scars. They lace up and down my forearm, each telling a story. I know each story. And no one else does. My finger traced the one that was not like the
Heartless TeaserMost stories begin with a damsel in distress and with prince charming swooping in to save the day.Where is reality? Where is the girl whose father left when she was eight, never to return? Where is the gay teenager who kills himself because of a homophobic retort? Where is the girl who thinks she is fat because of an ad she saw on television and then vomits up her guts into the crapper every night?They are stuck in reality. Like the rest of us. Reality is the place where princesses don't ever find their knight in shining armor, and where there is never a "happily ever after."Reality is sadly, where I reside. Yep. Me. The "fat, emo, faggot" that everyone talks about. Hey! I have a heart too! I want to be loved for being me! I want to be happy for once! Please? I will do anything to end this.
Chyennelle OC BiographyFull Name: Chyennelle Marie AbramsNickname: ChyAge: 18 (prologue), 21 (chapter 1-4)Birthday: August 13thHeight: 5' 8" (173 cm)Weight: 135 lbsNatural Hair Color: pale blondeHair Color (died): Cobalt blueHair Style: (naturally) wavy, but straightened, with 'emo/scene' bangs, rest of hair usually in two low pigtails down to bottom of rib cageEye Color: Green/greySexual orientation: Bi/panBody Type: curvy, a little extra weight (not skinny but not chubby or fat either)Clothing style: t-shirts and skinny jeans, Converse or Vans shoes, and thick rimmed glasses (she has 20/100 vision)Tattoos/piercings: heart w/ angel wings on upper back (1st tattoo she ever got at age 16), and tattoo sleeves up both arms (don't feel like explaining them all), small star tattoo behind right ear (got when she moved in with Maddie, she has the same one) 00 gauges and 2nd and 3rd holes in both ears, rod in left ear, left nostril and laberet piercingPersonality: She is very impulsive, she has a hard